This morning in church, he talked about remembering and how we need to be remembering the good things that God has done for us or the good in our life and not on the bad stuff which is much easier to do.
For the last 2-3 weeks I've been thinking a lot on ending up with a repeat c-section. I think since I had that dream about it I've been scared to get prego again because I might end up with another cs. So this morning I was thinking about that and how I need to give it to God and stop worrying about it. I have to remind myself that God wants what's best for me.
I also was thinking about the good things and I need to remember the miracle God gave us with Trey. Getting prego and him surviving delivery. These are good things he's done for me.
While I don't really feel like he's promised us more children, I feel like he placed those desires on my heart. And that he said children are a gift, and a blessing, that maybe he does want that for us.
So I'm going to look back over my scrapbooks and read and remember the good times/miracles/blessings and pray for more in our future.
I hope that by remembering and focusing on that, instead of that we've been trying for 2 years for another child, and by grieving for the way Trey's birth happened and by us making healthier choices that we will conceive soon.
David and I had a talk last night about his work. He was feeling overwhelmed and a lot of pressure because we had set a leave Chesapeake date for 12-12. I told him if he wanted to stay he could, that I wanted him to be happy and enjoy where he worked. So, he's going to stay indefinately and then concentrate on working on being a better speaker. So he can do some professional speaking. I've known for years that that was something he needed to do. But because he was feeling pressure about that deadline he quit being creative. I hope that from removing the pressure to leave he can be free to be more creative and more at peace.
For the last 2-3 weeks I've been thinking a lot on ending up with a repeat c-section. I think since I had that dream about it I've been scared to get prego again because I might end up with another cs. So this morning I was thinking about that and how I need to give it to God and stop worrying about it. I have to remind myself that God wants what's best for me.
I also was thinking about the good things and I need to remember the miracle God gave us with Trey. Getting prego and him surviving delivery. These are good things he's done for me.
While I don't really feel like he's promised us more children, I feel like he placed those desires on my heart. And that he said children are a gift, and a blessing, that maybe he does want that for us.
So I'm going to look back over my scrapbooks and read and remember the good times/miracles/blessings and pray for more in our future.
I hope that by remembering and focusing on that, instead of that we've been trying for 2 years for another child, and by grieving for the way Trey's birth happened and by us making healthier choices that we will conceive soon.
David and I had a talk last night about his work. He was feeling overwhelmed and a lot of pressure because we had set a leave Chesapeake date for 12-12. I told him if he wanted to stay he could, that I wanted him to be happy and enjoy where he worked. So, he's going to stay indefinately and then concentrate on working on being a better speaker. So he can do some professional speaking. I've known for years that that was something he needed to do. But because he was feeling pressure about that deadline he quit being creative. I hope that from removing the pressure to leave he can be free to be more creative and more at peace.
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